Intuitia, Kadust, Industria, (CM's, and all)

For the 3rd time in my life now, when I have strangely felt a deep sense of foreboding that an irl death will occur. That irl death actually occured.

I can't even begin to describe the feeling of knowing beforehand that something so terrible is going to happen, and that then in the end that death of someone who you held so dear and who loved you with all their heart in return was then mainly because of your own fault.

Myself and my partner are so totally shattered right now, because our loss is so immense. Neither of us know how to carry on, I don't even know if I want to carry on. The hole in my heart and soul feels so large and so deep I don't know if it will ever close.

Since that death occurred a few days ago, I have given up on many things in life now. WoW is deleted, my discs thrown away, and I won't ever log again. My WoW videos are deleted and I would have deleted this character too, but I know that it would still always remain on the backup tapes etc.

I therefore have but one simple request, a request so small that it may seem insignificant, but if possible I would like anyone who reads this, (or any CM here) to make a ticket on my behalf (or if a CM to contact a GM directly). And ask if a GM could log onto this character, and take it somewhere where the scenery has flowers and love, and then bring out a tabby cat pet to always be at its side. Because I have always had such a great affinity towards them. And in some way, it may however small, make me more able to cope with the immense loss and sadness I feel.

Don't ever not appreciate something while it is still there, because when it is no longer there nothing you ever do can ever bring it back again or turn back time, and nothing can ever replace the loss you will feel.

Thank-you with all my heart if my simple request is granted.

Lady Sylvanas (Kal El)